.Thursday, June 4, 2009 ' 9:48 AM Y
Dear Diary,
to:SYAHRULNIZAM
I hope that you will be reading this. While im typing, my tears drop little by little. You dont know the hurt im feeling right now. An apology im waiting for you to speak out, but none of it coming out of your mouth. Only raising up your voice u did to me. What did i do wrong until you want to punish me like this? You told me to figure it out, but what i can think of is NOTHING!!! cos i did nothing wrong.. You are the one who is hot tempered.. Why cant we jus settle this problem? Why must you be ego? while i can say sorry to you many time, eventhough i did nothing wrong.. Stop behaving like this syahrulnizam! please im bagging you.. A small matter you make it bigger, seriously i hate fighting with you! Ok fine! lets put it like this.. Its my fault. Put all the blame on me.. Let me carry all the blame by myself.. Let me be the one who gets the hurt.. Soo you will forgive me..
B, you pikir i suke gadoh2 dng u? pls lah b... i malas tau nk gadoh... Kenape? susah sangat ke nk baik2 dgn i, bbl dgn i dgn cara yg baik... SUSAH EHK?!? pasal semlm, patutnye i yg kene mangamok kt u, bukan u! ok fine... i menggalah... takkan lah ni kali i nk kene mengalah?? dari semlm tau b, i tgu u cakap sorry kat i, but! satu sorry pun takd! yg keluar dari mulut u is, tengking tengking tengking kat i.... bende kecik u tengking kat i... u pikir i suke!! u pikir i takd perasaan... HELLO!!! WAKE UP!! serious talking, ni kali i bole menggalah lagi.. lain kali, sorry! kirim salam sudah!! nanti asyik aku menggalah, kau nanti pijak kepale aku... i hate you raising up your voice at me.. remember that.....
i love you for who you are.. dont ever do this to me... i noe im abit slow.. abit belo... but i also got feelings... i want the old syahrulnizam i know back then... pls, i want the old you... i love you b.. gd nite :(
