ThatOneHotBitch

2009-07-28T05:04:00.000-07:00

2009-07-18T08:57:00.000-07:00

2009-07-17T21:59:00.000-07:00

i'm stress about money!! all about money!!!

MONEY MONEY MONEY!!

STRESS!!!!!

2009-07-17T10:48:00.000-07:00

i miss bf......... Tomorrow will be meeting him... YEAH3!!!!!

this pis was on 16th july and 17th july.....

2009-07-14T09:24:00.000-07:00

I don't know why i'm feeling mad about this conversation... He does not know how much i feel pain when i read those messages at his fb.. You may say she just a friend, but i know who is she, the past. I msg bby, that i am so jealous.. he ask me why, all i can say is you should know why.

You call me and asked, why? and i tell you what happen.. you seem that you don't care at all... what you can only say is "ouh! ok bye!" DUH!!! sape tak bingit!!!!! hmmph!

Sorry if im not rich, sorry if im not pretty enough for you..

But im not not bitch who is bitchy with other guy!!

Nizam took What secret are you keeping?

You're Jealous.
You have a quiet, but very strong competitive streak. It seems that someone has someone has something you want.
It won't stay that way.

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Fatin Estella likes this.

Nizam X-change at 1:14pm July 12

betol tak estella? i've always got things on my way on the highway. :)

Fatin Estella at 1:15pm July 12

yeah la that's why you crazy.

Nizam X-change and people are even crazy for me. like you. :p

Fatin Estella at 1:22pm July 12

not anymore ;P someone compares me with his gf, seems like i got nothing to be crazy for.

Nizam X-change at 1:23pm July 12

well, the topic is jealous. so yeah. nvm it's ok. i know you better than anyone else so yeah.. toddles~ make some way for others to comment pls. *evil*

Fatin Estella at 1:24pm July 12

precisely, we are both jealous. HAHA. BYE.

Nizam X-change at 1:26pm July 12

fyi, i'm jealous of something else aite.

Fatin Estella at 1:26pm July 12

tak nak kalah <- as always.

2009-07-11T09:45:00.000-07:00

bby, teman me go city hall to return my badge and robinson card back to the HR...

2009-07-06T09:32:00.000-07:00

TWO months

2009-07-03T21:00:00.000-07:00

i just came back from malacca... through that, i got a high fever running nose and cough... Bf mati2 suro visit doctor.. haha... caring jugak bf aku... Vist doctor with mummy.. soo, im getting better.. =)

btw, i miss my bf!!!!!

2009-06-28T09:23:00.000-07:00

2009-06-22T12:53:00.000-07:00

Some random pictures taken on last weekend...

Eating breakfast at McD before off to JB

In the car otw to JB

At Uncle House

Next picture taken at PasiRis Park;

Family day and Celebrates Daddy's Day!!

2009-06-22T10:58:00.000-07:00

2009-06-22T09:21:00.000-07:00

Outing to Parkway

In the bus

bf and me

eyebrow shaping for only 99CENT!!!!!

Muhsan meet me then also kpo kpo want to do.....

After parkway, went to meet the HOMIES at leisure..

2009-06-17T12:56:00.001-07:00

Unbreakable

Took my hand,
touched my heart;
held me close,
you were always there.

By my side,
night and day;
through it all,
baby come what may.

Swept away on a wave of emotion,
I were caught in the eye of the storm.
And whenever you smile
I can hardly believe that you're mine.
Believe that you're mine.

Chorus:
This love is unbreakable,
it's unmistakeable.
And each time I look in your eyes,
I know why

This love is untouchable,
I'm feeling my heart just can't deny.
Each time I look in your eyes, oh baby,
I know why, this love is unbreakable.

Share the laughter,
share the tears.
We both know,
we'll go on from here.

'Cause together,
we are strong.
In my arms,
that's where you belong.

I've been touched by the hands of an angel,
I've been blessed by the power of love.
And whenever you smile,
I can hardly believe that you're mine.

Chorus
This love is unbreakable,
it's unmistakable.
And each time I look in your eyes,
I know why

This love is untouchable,
I'm feeling my heart just can't deny.
Each time you whisper my name, oh baby,
I know why.

This love is unbreakable.
Through fire and flame.
When all this is over,
our love still remains.

Chorus
This love is unbreakable,
it's unmistakable.
And each time I look in your eyes,
I know why

This love is untouchable,
I'm feeling my heart just can't deny.
Each time you whisper my name, oh baby,
I know why.

'Cause each time I look in your eyes, oh baby,
I know why

This love is unbreakable.

2009-06-17T06:45:00.000-07:00

2009-06-15T08:37:00.000-07:00

Today i did not attend my Trck&Field because im lazy to wake up early.. The training start at 8.30am, (sape nk g lain sak!). So, i thought of waking up for work at 11am but end up i woke up at 12.45plus due to my stupid room clock!!!! My room clock strikes at 9am and it spoiled , mcm mane lah tk lambt, nasib baik mummy ku call to ensure that i have woke up... soo i quickly woke up... I should be at work at 2pm!! soo, i reach work around 2.20pm.... hahahah!!

After work i meet my beloved bf at expo mrt station, he pick me up then we went off to SAFRON to have my "lunch/dinner".. Bf is having a running-nose so he went back home and he gv me a ride go tmart meet Zairi..

Muhsan and nad is going to mediacorp thats why i got no choice kpo kpo join zairi with his schoolmates... sooo, blablablabla, i lazy to update... then i went off home with zairi take cab.

and bf is sleeping right now, i miss him.....

Tomorrow, bf is working =( can't meet him...

gd nite

TOODLES;

2009-06-13T09:42:00.000-07:00

Syahrulnizam, gua miss sama lu ar beb!!! meet me soon okey!

Today out with mummy, as usual go TM window-shop.. i bought cotton on sleeveless for on 5BUCKS!!!!! haha... then go home... Daddy bought for my DURIAN!!! woohooo!!!! BEST!!!

Tomorrow mummy will be going to JB and left me alone at home... anyone want to go out with me?? but mayb bf will be meeting me... MAYBE!! cos he need to pick up his parent who went for holiday at batam... I will be free at night!! call me if you miss me ya! ahahha... Monday plan is, in the morning at 8.30am got Track&Field training at Toa Payoh Stadium.. then at 2pm start work!!! after work i will be free..... heheheh... ok.. tatatittitutu!!!!

ps: i miss my Syahrulnizam!!!

2009-06-11T09:06:00.000-07:00

2009-06-10T22:45:00.000-07:00

He's BACK!!! i miss him badly...

I will be starting my working training on 12th&15th June at Changi South ROBINSON warehouse.. Then on 18th-21st June will be at CentrePoint ROBINSON.... i just need some cash now... Soo, i will be starting working at expo on the 23rd June till 6th July...

i miss bf soo much!! Now i know that his hot temper just for at while only.. When he is hot tempered, dont bother to layan him... Let him cool down himself, then he will find me and act nothing is happening... bby i busy with work, he must work everyday, only 1 weekend he will be free... but usually weekend i out with my family, soo it will be difficult...

ok! toddles =)

2009-06-08T08:14:00.000-07:00

ITS ALL UP TO YOU... you keep ignoring me... thank you sooo much!..

easy to say, im no longer with you.... i try to understd you, you will never understd me!

2009-06-04T09:48:00.000-07:00

to:SYAHRULNIZAM

I hope that you will be reading this. While im typing, my tears drop little by little. You dont know the hurt im feeling right now. An apology im waiting for you to speak out, but none of it coming out of your mouth. Only raising up your voice u did to me. What did i do wrong until you want to punish me like this? You told me to figure it out, but what i can think of is NOTHING!!! cos i did nothing wrong.. You are the one who is hot tempered.. Why cant we jus settle this problem? Why must you be ego? while i can say sorry to you many time, eventhough i did nothing wrong.. Stop behaving like this syahrulnizam! please im bagging you.. A small matter you make it bigger, seriously i hate fighting with you! Ok fine! lets put it like this.. Its my fault. Put all the blame on me.. Let me carry all the blame by myself.. Let me be the one who gets the hurt.. Soo you will forgive me..

B, you pikir i suke gadoh2 dng u? pls lah b... i malas tau nk gadoh... Kenape? susah sangat ke nk baik2 dgn i, bbl dgn i dgn cara yg baik... SUSAH EHK?!? pasal semlm, patutnye i yg kene mangamok kt u, bukan u! ok fine... i menggalah... takkan lah ni kali i nk kene mengalah?? dari semlm tau b, i tgu u cakap sorry kat i, but! satu sorry pun takd! yg keluar dari mulut u is, tengking tengking tengking kat i.... bende kecik u tengking kat i... u pikir i suke!! u pikir i takd perasaan... HELLO!!! WAKE UP!! serious talking, ni kali i bole menggalah lagi.. lain kali, sorry! kirim salam sudah!! nanti asyik aku menggalah, kau nanti pijak kepale aku... i hate you raising up your voice at me.. remember that.....

i love you for who you are.. dont ever do this to me... i noe im abit slow.. abit belo... but i also got feelings... i want the old syahrulnizam i know back then... pls, i want the old you... i love you b.. gd nite :(

2009-06-04T01:42:00.000-07:00

When you will have the time for me??

now and then you keep ignoring me...

who am i to you?

2009-06-03T22:33:00.001-07:00

Some old pictures should be upload

here you goooo......

2009-06-03T08:14:00.000-07:00

im the one who is sacarstic, not understanding.. wad else?!?! u always right, i always wrong... you say u want to meet me after u finish school... you say u want go eat at you nenek house... you make me wait!! i go out, cos im bored at home, then u say mayb u want to meet me late afternoon.. i ask nad to company me to tm, i thought i want u to meet me there... i called you soo many times, i msg u but u didnt reply me... end up u sleeping at home... IT GAVE ME A BIG QUESTION MARK!!!! you say u pissed off cos im being sacarstic?? hello!!! im the one who should pissed off not u, and wad word did i msg u that im being sacarstic?? well u say im not being understanding. i understand u, but u must also understand me,who is waiting for u hours... next time if you feel tired tell me early! so i know... pls la!! i hate fighting with you... i know u are hot tempered person, but with a small matter theres no need to me tempered of...

who am i to you?? u say you are tired mentally, im here to be your listening ear, tell me so i know wads happening... i fucking miss you sia!!!!!

ps: call me pls =(

2009-06-01T09:38:00.000-07:00

2009-05-23T08:50:00.000-07:00

First meet bf at my void deck.. awwww..... i miss him sia =(
then fetch nad n sasha at nad's void deck then we went off to fad's void deck and we drop there... kiss bf hand and off he go meet his friend... thank you b...
We celebrated nad's advance 17th birthday... we all had FUN!! shesha-ing, shout-ing, erp-ing, eating, sing-ing, photo-ing, video-ing etc etc etc.....
ok! thats all.. soo enjoy people!!!
GOOD NIGHT!!!
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HERE THE VIDEO!!!!!
the video not clear... but nvm

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2009-05-23T00:14:00.000-07:00

BUSY BUSY............

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when you will have the time?

2009-05-21T09:46:00.000-07:00

syashrulnizam, saye rindu awak lah...=(

ok, i better go sleep now!! tomorw got class test start at 8am.. must not late sia!!!! Then must wake bf up at 6.30am.. then mayb go bck to sleep again at 7 then wake up again, then wake nad up.. then hit to school together with her.. YEAH!!! besok jumpe bf aku!!!

ps: b, make sure i kejot, pls wake up k!!! nite2! MUAX!

2009-05-21T01:17:00.000-07:00

ok! yesterday was like no life sia after my track n field training... Call bf like hell but he did not answer my call.. *he's sleeping*... Call nad, nad at school have night class... Call sasha, she otw to menggaji at her aunt house.. i call everbody until my batt DIE!! Track n field training was held at ite simei.. i reach at the stadium, then suddenly got new guy approach to me.. "nk step gerek sak die tu!!! irritating pulak!!" I have chosen for 4 by 100m, the coach ask us to come for xtra training at BUKIT GOMBAK stadium!!!!!! JAUH SIOL!!! soo, after the training, i go home straight... *BORING*
k lah... thats all for yesterday...

Now, 4.43pm
im in school doing nothing... nad and jaggi go toilet.. school end at 6pm.. Maybe after school go tmart and meet the rest... its like soo long never meet them sia... everyone busy with there own thing, same goes as me... heheh!!
thats all lah... if im not lazy or im not busy i will update k... sooo long folks!!!

with LOVE;

2009-05-16T11:25:00.000-07:00

bile nk kluar ramai2 mcm dulu??

i miss the old days la!!!!

2009-05-12T08:32:00.000-07:00

check time: 11.32pm

I was late to school... Class start at 8am but i reach at 10.30am.. I set my alarm clock at 8am, it rings but i go turn it off.. hahaha... stupid right!!! Then at 9am bf call me and wake me up.. but u noe wad?? he himself go back to sleep again... hahahh... He's class start at 10am.. Soo, i wake up nad.. Like stupid kan nad!!! tak tahu nk bagun sendiri pe.. aku jgk yg kene kejot kan kau.. klau kau keje mcm mane nanti, nak kene aku kejot kan ke... aiyoooo... ASS HOLE!

soo, i hurry go bath then meet nad inside bus... Then i call bf, and he still in his LALA-land...

i ask him to wake up and go school.. what he can only say is " **ar**ar**ar**" hahah...

Reach school, go canteen buy my roti sardine the went up to class... Me and nad do nothing... Test will be next week, and i dono anything about JAVA lesson!!! aiyoooo....

Finish class at 3pm, when back home straight and get dressed.. Then meet nad, ila, nabila, zairi, fad and zahirah at MacDonald tmart.. Get myself mc spicy meal... Then we went to table tWo... we chill and talk like usual... And fad talk to me and zairi how to loss weight.. Soo, fad right down on her calender, what date she need to exercise... And her food diet is BREAD!!!! OMG!! hahah.. aku rase kau bole kurus ar mcm sasha!!! hahaha.. GO FAD GO!!!!

okok.. soo around 7 plus, me and fad when off... fad go back home and as for me i go meet my dearest bf at street soccer near his home.. At 10pm he sent me back home... Tomorrow class start at 3pm!! YEAH!! can wake up late!! heheh..

i miss my syahrulnizam =(

k good nite!

2009-05-09T09:30:00.000-07:00

2009-05-08T09:54:00.001-07:00

I had a good time with you b...

Eventhough you told me about the past, i will still accept you..

I know you will change.. I know it may takes big time to change but nvm im always here for you..

Trust me....

i'm gonna miss you for 3 days =(

boohoooooo..........

btw, my leg is in pain... had the whole day with nizam at town, walking..

ahahha..

THANK YOU MOHSAN!!! AKU SYG KAU LAH SEY!!! at last aku dpt ape aku nk... you know i know mohsan... and nizam also know... hahahahhaahahahah!!!.. thx tau!

ok till here.. TC

2009-05-06T09:14:00.000-07:00

i had a great day today...

School start at 9 but i late again...

first lesson was lifeskill, watch movie then 12 when for lunch break till 1.30..

nxt lesson was SW... went to gym with nad...

today i never go track and field cos im lazy and i company san go karaoke at granlink...

and..... sad to say that san lost his wallet... he just bought that wallet yesterday sia... unlucky :(

sooo we went to geylang neighborhood police centre to make a report regarding the lost wallet...

after that i went to meet someone special!!! really special... although i just meet him the first time, i felt different... he is not like the rest of the guys i hv noe... he really touches my heart... my heart gets faster when he give me his big cute smile on his face... none of the guys that i hv contact, never ever sing for me, seriously!! he touches my heart deeply... i noe i jus noe him, but its feel like i noe him long time ago...

syahrulnizam saye rindu awak lah :)

2009-04-24T08:59:00.000-07:00

2009-04-21T08:14:00.000-07:00

2009-04-08T09:49:00.000-07:00

I miss him..

if in the first plc i did not broke up with him, he will not be in there..

fahmi, i will always pray that you will come back..

im hoping that you will accpt me back..

no matter what happen, i will wait..

i will always pray for you..

forgive me the past..

i want you back..

If any bitch out there, dare to stole this man, just remember! i will fck you up and down!!!

2009-04-05T22:31:00.000-07:00

I WANNA GO KOREA AND MEET NICHKHUN!!!!!!!!

2009-04-05T21:32:00.000-07:00

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2009-01-04T00:39:00.000-08:00

AT LAST!! I GOT THIS BABY FOR MY OWN!!!! I'M LOVIN' IT!!!! GREEN COACH!!!

2009-01-04T00:17:00.000-08:00

Today, lunch with mummy and brother at hyatt hotel.. Celebrate mummy 46th birthday and i treat them for lunch.. Then we window shop... Around 7pm, mummy and brother went back tampines and i went to meet lina, kak azie and kak yatie at Forum.. Then we went to Cash Studio Karaoke, took 3 hrs... End at 10.30pm, them went to eat supper while i head back to tampines.. bf pick me up at Big Mac Tamp near CPF building.. He very nice right?? he called and say he want to fatch me home safely.. heheheh... ok thats all... GOOD NIGHT!!

2008-12-30T07:44:00.000-08:00

2008-12-29T06:24:00.000-08:00

2008-12-24T04:56:00.000-08:00

Early in the morning mum wake me up.. i thought of sleeping at home sleep till afternoon since i no more working... She wake me up and ask me to buy TWILITE tickets for 7 at 4.35pm, she scared the tickets will be sold out in the afternoon... Soo, i call cousin kak nina to follow me to E!Hub buy the tickets.. meet her inside bus 17.. and btw, i treat them watching movie cost 42 bucks and i treat them eating breakfast only cousin gegerl and kak nina, the rest didnt follow bcos they all still sleeping at home... OK! after eating we when to kak nina house ..Then around 2pm, the 6 of us went to the mall to windowshop.. Going to 3.30pm we meet mama at E!Hub.. Went to the coffee bean to chill first b4 hitting the cinema..

Twilite was super nice!!! i want to watch again!!! the vampire is soo handsome!!!! awwww.... hahah

ok folks! thats all

BTW, tomorrow morning i will be leaving singapore for 3 days, do miss me ok!!.. will be going to KL with mama.. only both of us will be having fun and enjoying our holiday together... hahha

for now, i want to pack my things and sleep..

GOOD NIGHT!

In the bus otw to TampinesMall

NTUC

pie at PIE KIA

gegerl

ita

hmmm... SEDAP!!

naila busy nampak!

kak nina

otw to E!Hub, SWEET!!

Bus number 3 to E!Hub

mama and izzah di COFFEE BEAN

aku bagi kan!!

ita and dedek

FISH & CO. XPRESS

GeGerl and Izzah

kak nina & gegerl

abang!!!!

ita and izzah

i love semue!!

kite-kite

gegerl and naila

NICE!!!!

2008-12-23T08:35:00.000-08:00

2008-12-23T08:31:00.000-08:00

ON 20th DEC

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY FAHMI!!!

had a great time with you on your birthday..

thank you for everything!

2008-12-23T08:20:00.000-08:00

AT LAST!!!

BOUGHT A NEW GUESS BAG!!!!

2008-12-23T07:27:00.000-08:00

LAST DAY OF WORK =(

2008-12-21T02:01:00.000-08:00

2008-12-18T06:45:00.000-08:00

Today will be taking my result at 2pm afternoon..

Morning working just for half day..

about my result..

8points

English - D

Math -U

ComputerApplication - C

Science - D

Malay - C

EOA - B

Just finish apply for ite..

my first choice is

-Office Skill

-Tourism

-Digital Video Editing

-Interactive Media

-Product Design

-Digital Animation

ok bye!

i lazy to post!!

good nite darlings!!

2008-12-16T06:43:00.000-08:00

Just came back from meeting the FRIENDS..

Yesterday was a horrible fucking day.. I forgotten to bring my punch card, i notice when i reach work.. Quickly msg my nyonya manager, told her that i forgot to bring the card and im sorry.. She did not reply me... Soo, when she reach work, she find me and say to me that no card no pay for today.. i was like, wad the fuck... suddenly my tears drop lah sey!!! hahahah... ( i duno y i am soo lembik ) hahha.. ok, told mummy about wad happen.. she say that, that stupid woman cannot do like that... mummy ask me to ignore her... Tak di sangka, my friend ira pun tak bawak punch card.. hahha... i was in no mood at all... it is just because of that nyonya who never ever shave her ketiak.. stupid ass hole!

Lunch time, when to the pantry, then suddenly saw that nyonya.. haiyooo.. she told my friend, "tak nak half day?" i know she dont like us, but she cannot do this to us... Never mind, i just cant wait on my last day.. no need to wake up early, no need to see that nyonya, no need to hear her nagging, etc...

BTW, RESULT IS COMING THIS THURSDAY!!!!! 2PM..

im scared!! oh noo....

ok nak sleep, gd nite!

2008-12-14T09:37:00.000-08:00